I MISS U

I miss you.

Not because we don’t talk,
Not because I can’t see you.
But because you're gone in my life.


Maybe our relationship wasn’t that year or yrs
for you to treasure me...
Maybe it wasn't that ever much more
than just being best friends,
And maybe for you it was never meant to be anything more,
but I had hope for all those times that it could have been.


The feelings I had for you didn't changed
The thoughts of you didn't fleet from my mind
Every night before I close my eyes
and every morning as i open my eyes
I see you unintended

.
You never would have the same feelings
as what i feel for you till now...
Either you didn't feel anything for me before
But on my part the feelings grew too strong,
until you were a part of me.


A little piece of me died the day
When I last held your hand..
When you last hugged me
When you last kissed me
Coz i had felt that will be the last time
I would see you..


My heart died when u decided we couldn’t be,
and letting you go hurt the most,
But it doesn't mean that Im saying goodbye
Coz I don't wanna say goodbye
That's the word i hate most...
Im not good in that!


Till now, I didn’t have enough time to get over the love I had.
I didn't mean to stop bothering myself about you..
but I didn’t know how else to get over you.
I want to...but my heart wont let you go.
It keeps beating for your name..


You still owns a part my heart
whether you want it or not,
because you always come back to my mind
when all else seems failed,
when I have nothing else to pull me through the toughest days.
When there is no other love left in my heart,
you came and fill the empty hole,
just like this time,
just like every other time..



so, maybe next time we meet,
I’d like to sit down and have a chat,
Start from the beginning
From the very start we met
And revise some of the bad things
That made you changed your mind
about me...about us...


Maybe next time we meet
I'd like to sit down and have a chat
To introduce you a new me...
To introduce you a woman...
Whom you will love and wont regret to treasure


For now, juz wanted to say...
I will always be here as a promise
No matter what...
No matter how far the time and distance...
No matter what situations..


When you have no one to talk to...
When you have no one to laugh with...'
When you have no one to cry with...
When you have no one to hug you
I am just a chat, sms, call away!

I MISS U MY BESTFRIEND FOREVER, MY MAN, MY LOVE OF MY LIFE