sexy vs. pretty talked

sexy: me, still hoping and praying...
sexy: im dating for fun...
sexy: but im not searching...
sexy: coz even im with other guys,im still searching for his presence.
sexy: my mind is being occupied by him...
pretty: hay, same here mare...
pretty: but i dont want to waste my time waiting for my FWB
pretty: coz i dont know till when i will be crazy for him
pretty: i want to enjoy and atleast be hapi
sexy: then good for u...
sexy: too bad for me...
sexy: :(
sexy: coz me, i only loved once...wholeheartedly...
sexy: juz now i believe for love...A love that is unconditional
sexy: the love that never ask anything in return...
sexy: i couldn't believe myself! OMG! this is not me..
sexy: many times during my prayer time, if only God is visible infront of me, I might gonna shake Him and bug Him so He will give what Im asking from Him...
sexy: coz i dont want any other man anymore
pretty: ehehe...goodluck mare
pretty: i know we will be hapi later on...
pretty: soon...
sexy: i know...
sexy: Im so patient tho
sexy: im sure, I will have patience for my BFF...
sexy: not because i love him but i like him as well..
sexy: i didn't have this feeling b4 to anyone else...
sexy: i couldn't have this feeling now with anyone else..
sexy: im so comfortable with him...
sexy: i feel so secured and safe when im with him..
sexy: i felt that i am loved during those times we were together...
sexy: and i can always be myself when Im with him
sexy: i dont get bored talking to him even with non sense topics...
sexy: many times, i heard from u that u r thinking of yourself as a late bloomer...
sexy: but i think Im the one..
sexy: :(
sexy: pakshet na lalaki un...
sexy: he should have not showed me that he's a good man
sexy: he should have not showed that he's gentleman and nice
sexy: i shouldn't have known him..
sexy: we shouldn't be friends... i shouldn't let him entered my life... i shouldn't entertained all his invitations to me...
sexy: pakshet sya...
sexy: if time will come and he's gonna comeback, he'll be the one to get crazy over me. i promise that!
sexy: he'll get crazy up to the extent that he wont let me go anymore..lols
pretty: naku naku naku! be ready bff!
pretty: maybe u wont let him go out of his room anymore ha..24/7 na kau
pretty: hahahaha! jokies
sexy: gaga!crazy! that's not what i mean...but u gave me an idea. lols
sexy: so, maybe...maybe.. hahaha!
pretty: yeah, mare u r super late bloomers
sexy: mare, u know that i dont believe in love before...since i was a lil kid i didn't believe that there's such thing called love
pretty: naku naku naku! that's why God tested you...
sexy: korek!
sexy: before its so easy for me to let go of someone if he doesn't want me anymore...juz one drop of tear then i can easily move on
sexy: so easy for me to change a man...and i always have reservation for myself if i am into a relationship..
sexy: my mind was set that i should love myself better than loving someone
sexy: u know what made me crazy thinking now?i have eaten my words: I WILL NEVER EVER FALL IN LOVE and NEVER NEVER WILL I TRUST ANY MAN
sexy: and i cant accept within me, why did i fall in love now? why him?
sexy: why did i found in him all the qualities of a man I've been searching for?
sexy: i couldn't believe it that the man of my fantasy is existing in this real world...
sexy: now, the problem is how can i win the man of my fantsay so he will be my reality?
pretty: hayyyyy! thats the biggest questioon mare
pretty: coz the biggest dream requires a risk... high risk yan mare
pretty: so better be ready but worth it
sexy: im ready to take the chance.. im ready to take the risk
sexy: im always like this...risk taker.. lols
sexy: i have a perseverance attitude and im not that easy to give up in anything
sexy: i know, in my heart, love will lead him back to me :)
sexy: i know, im the only one he's gonna search later on...only me! he's gonna comeback to me..
sexy: he will still end up to me...hahahahahaolga
sexy: =))
pretty: hahahha! loka ka mare...dont be like that coz i might gonna come back to FWB
pretty:lols
pretty: but i would be happy if it will happen
sexy: hay naku mare...
pretty: but i admit, hapi ako now..i dont know...but im hapi with FBW even we are not so ok now..
pretty: he's there or not, im hapi
sexy: u r hapi coz someone's making u smile..meaning, u dont love him that much... half half only..
sexy: im hapi too...trying...lol!
sexy: but u know God wants a complete happiness for His children. so, He knows what and who will make us hapi...
sexy: so, for sure, in the right time, He's gonna give that... coz if we are hapi, God's heart is happier... if we r crying, much more, God is crying for us...
sexy: Coz He loves us, His children and He doesn't want us to be hurting, sacrificing and crying..
sexy: sometimes, People dont get the answers to their prayers because of impatience..they have in mind that God wouldn't answer their prayers so they r turning back and searching for an options...
sexy: what they don't know, the delivery of an answer is now coming from the Lord but people get tired in waiting so, they missed the answer....
pretty: hmmmm....
sexy: that's why, Im holding on with my faith...
pretty: naku im gonna go back to FWB
sexy: lols
sexy: hehehe
pretty: hay naku mare
sexy: u know what's the meaning of faith in the bible? faith is hoping for the unseen...